The Calm Before the Storm
So it's like this. I don't want to spill the entire story because nothing is final yet and I'm not sure if I'd want to share the results with anyone anyway.
It's like this, a huge hurricane is projected to hit Houston in the next week, but there is a chance it could shift and hit Mexico. There's a chance this hurricane is going to tear Houston apart, making us all relocate. There's a chance. Do you run and hide or wait it out? This can't possibly happen to us? Or is it our time?
The worse part is the wait. Maybe it's an opportunity in deguise, maybe it's a reality check. Don't take anything for granted? Be stronger? All in all, right now I'm in the calm, waiting...waiting...waiting.
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It's been months since an update. A lot of things have happened, worst news of my life to best days of my life. It's a real test of what I am capable of. I can fold like a house of cards and do it for my own. I'm young, I still do not know everything about myself. It takes time and many situations. I thought I had issues when I was 18. MAN do I have issues at 24. Enough seems to never be enough for me and it's stressful. I don't know where to draw the line to say enough is enough. Sometimes I wish I could sit still and let life take me wherever it wants too. Drawing this "path" is so hard because so many things push me away from what I want. Sometimes I push myself off. It's nice to have Charlie in my life. His attitude is that if he's going to do something he's going to be the best at it. No fussing, no questioning himself, just doing it with the right goal in mind. In the 10 years we have been best friends I thought he was magically good at everything. I thought he was just one of those people. I have just now discovered that that's his train of thought. Who know the powe of positive thinking. Never egotistical, always reserved, in good spirits, and taking the people he loves along with him. He has recently become my fiance <3.
My blogs are probably annoying to read. No one knows what I am talking about.
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Now for some of the funner things...Shopping!! I only have one thing that I've newly discovered in the past few months. Haven't really shopped due to other expenses - engagement and vehicle. I have now have bills to pay.
1 and only....Toms! So comfortable and you almost match anything. Rencently purchased in Olive Green and Black is The New Love. True to size, I normally wear a 6...sometimes a 6.5. but a 6 fit perfectly.
1 comments:
nice! u bought some Toms! coulda gotcha some fake ones here in Asia.
no matter what age a person is.. there will ALWAYS be issues... just different kinds. everyone worries about something and has their problems. just be thankful you got your health, family, job, friends, income, home... we are doing pretty well compared to the majority of the people living in this world.
as far as 'letting life take you where it wants to'... it doesnt really mean to just sit back and let time go by and see what comes to you on a silver platter... that's impossible. nothing gets done. opportunities come when you're open to them or if you find them. solutions are made when you work at them. i feel like 'letting life take you where it wants to' means you do what you can, and do your best, then whatever will happen, happens and whatever will come your way, will.. given that you've put in your best efforts.
doesn't a hurricane hit houston every year? we're just lucky enough that our neighborhood is high enough above sea level that it doesn't flood... as for south of downtown..... that's a different story. hope nothing too bad happens and everyone is safe.
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